My Weird Tells

i get happy when i see my dirty plates and bowls because it means i’ve ate,

when i see my bed made it means i actually got out of it today,

a smile on someone’s face to tell me i might of just made their day. 

i like to see clothes in my wash bag as it shows i’ve actually left the house, 

or when i bump into some in the street and they ask how i am, 

i don’t mind seeing less money in my account if it means i’ve had fun. 

it’s the damp towels hung up after i’ve just showered 

or the feeling of accomplishment after doing something i’ve been putting off for so long 

it’s weird that i find comfort in small things but it means i’m still alive, i’m still here, making a mess in the kitchen and leaving puddles of water on the floor when i get out the shower.